hello everyone. I thing you must know me. I am sonal rana. last year I just told you that I love my husband ram but I was not right. mara pati ek chokri ne malta hata and I was so worried ke ae mara thi dur na jata rahe. mari company ma batha mane kehta hata ke tara husband ne sachav and bathi biji vat karta hata. mane samaj na padi ke loko su kahe che. mane samjayu nahi ke su keva mange che. mane janvu hatu ke mara husband ae su karyu pan mane koi kahe to samjay ne. after all mane khabar padi ke mara pati koi ni sathe chalu thay gaya hata and aeni sathe car ma besi rehta hata. mane juth thu bole ke ae ne late thase and accident thayu che and overtime che and ae ne kam che. mandir ma javanu che vigere vigere. everyday bana karta hata pan mane aem ke ae sachu bole che. roj ae chokri sathe vato kare and chatting aakhi rat chale. godra ma phone santadi ne vato kare. bathroom ma jay tyare vat kare. aakho divas ae kam kare nahi and bas aeni sathe vato karya kare. mari sathe laday pan khub thay pan ae aevu j bole ke hu kharab chu. always mane gametem bolva lage. maa bap and Bhai vachche aavi jay. aetli bola chali thay ke mane ghar ma revanu nahi game. hu su karu te khabar na pade. maa-bap ne mari vat na karay. javu kya?? koi friend nahi and koi rakhva varu nahi. mane dukh aetlu thay ke hu bathroom ma besi ne radya karu. radi radi ne adthi thay javu pan maru dukh jatu na hatu.
ek divas ni vat October 14th 2015.
aa divase me ram na phone ni details kathi. phone number joya. aankh mari char thay gayi. 398 text messege and 300 na uppar phone calls ek j number par. me phone ni print out kathi batha number check karya je number 5 thi vathare ek j divas ma dekhay teva par phone karya. ek j number je 200 vakhat karya hata tena par karyo. khabar padi ke aa number to aapna ramlal ni benpani no che. me phone number par phone karyo and puchyu ke aa bathu su che?? ketli vakhat mara var ne phone karyo. ketla divas thi aa bathu chale che te ke.
aene mara var ne phone kari kahi dithu ke me aeni sathe kharab vat kari che. mara vare mane khakhdavi and kahyu ke koi ne badnam nahi kar. I said kem tamari kayak ae lage che?? chetna chokri nu nam hatu.. hey bhagvan aava divaso na dekhado ke hu pote aatma hatya kari ne mari javu.
job par thi ghare java mate nikarya and car me drive kari. vare kahyu ke hu kari lavu but I said na hu karish kem ke mare tari sathe vat karvi che. hu aene pase na park ma lay gayi. aene batha copy aena phone ma batavya. kahyu ke aa su che. kyar thi taru aeni sathe chaltu hatu??? kem mane nahi khabar padi??? ha manas ne jyare ghar ma kasu maltu nathi tyare ae bahar fafa marva jay che pan hu to bathu aapti hati chata aene kam kem padyu. hu bahu radi and maru dimag kharab thay gayu. bija divase chetna ne mara ghare bolavi. rate ae aeni maa sathe aavi. maro var aeni mane page lagi kahyu ke aave pachi aavu kasu na thay and promise karyu. chetna pan bahu radi and kahyu me tara var su tara ghar taraf pan najar nahi karu. mara vare accept karyu ke aene bhul kari and aena thi thay gayu.
pota ni bhul grah thi thayu aem kari batha grah ne pan vaccheche lava ma aavya. mara vare aetli vat aeni sathe kari ke chetna kahe che ke ...maro var aene roj job par joya karto hato. hu jyare vacation use karu and job par na javu tyare ram chetna ne phone karto and aene aeni sathe lay jato. khabar nahi kem maro var aavi stupid nalayak Randi na hath ma aavi gayo. me koi divas vicharyu na hatu te jova malyu. chetna kahe che ke vak mara var no che kem ke ae aene bolavto, farva lay jato. chetna ae khathu ke nahi, job par aavi ke nahi, aena chokra kem che, rade kem, bathu puchto hato and chetna na maa bap ne mandire lay jato. ae loko ne theraphy ma lay jato. bathe ame javana hoi to aene pan lay jato. khabar nahi aeno var pan kevo te aene chodi mukto hato.
maro var chokra and patni ne chodi ae chetna na prem ma gando thay gayo hato. hu chata aeni sathe aaje rahu chu. hu ram ne khub love karu chu aetle aene chodi sakti nathi. I know ke ram mane love nahti karto. aene sari sari chokri game che mara jevi gamar nathi gamti. aene freedom revu che. ghar ma koi kam nathi karvi. aene phone ma j marvu che. aene saru kahava nu and saru pervanu joyioae che. aene hero thay ne revu che. ae aevu kahe che ke aenaa sara kapda joyi ne loko sara kapda pehrta thaya che. aene aevu lage che ke ae khubsurat che aetle bathi chokri aene j joya kare che. ae aevu samje che ke aene ghar lithu aevu bija loko aena jevu ghar 5 varas ma nathi lay sakta. aa bithu murkh loko vichare che. kapda aena karta name brand na loko pere che. aena ghar na karta loko nu ghar saras che kem ae loko aene sachvwe che. ghar prem thi bane and aena sangar thi bane che. ghar leva thi saras nathi hotu aema rehta loko sara hoi to ghar bane baki ae makan j che,
mara var mate su lakhu aene khavanu na bhave chata hu aena mate saru khavanu banavvani kosish karu. mari kosish always athuri j rahi jay che kem ke hu je banavu and je karu ae aene gamut j nathi. ae aevu kahe che ke mari sathe lagan karvama aene usa aavvu hatu aetle aene mari sathe merrage karya hata baki aene hu pasand na hati,. ae ne to hu jadi lagi hati. mara be chokra reneesh and priya na bhavishya ma ek jan no sath nahi rehse. kya to bap kya to maa. have khabar nathi ke su thase?? je hu lakhu chu ae true che aetle dimag and pet mathi kathvani jaga malti nathi aetle aahi lakhava pade che.
mara par aa batha ni su asar thay che ae mane j khabar che. khavanu banavta, suta, rehta mane chetna j dekhay che kem ke mane khabar nathi ke ram ae aene kya thi adi hase kya thi hath lagavyo hase. aene touch kari hase. mane visvash nathi ke maro var aavu kari sake che. aene aetlo sarif manyo hato ke koi aena par visvas nahi kare. maru dil todi nakhyu
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